No, no, I do get it. I'm not used to anger burning so cold that I can't even detect it, but I do get that you can be angry with people you like. I just-- wanted to make sure you liked me at all, I guess. Silly as it is.
And-- I get not wanting to share yourself with people you can't control. I do. Even if it's soft control, like you're doing with me, where you use favors and persuasion and knowledge of my own psyche to manipulate me where you need me to be. That's-- well. I think that's my preferred method, too. Even if there's something nice about the thought of just *making* people do what I want them to, ordering them around and what have you, I *know* that it's not the smart way, nor the best way.
I *am* glad that you like me. And that you're teaching me.
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And-- I get not wanting to share yourself with people you can't control. I do. Even if it's soft control, like you're doing with me, where you use favors and persuasion and knowledge of my own psyche to manipulate me where you need me to be. That's-- well. I think that's my preferred method, too. Even if there's something nice about the thought of just *making* people do what I want them to, ordering them around and what have you, I *know* that it's not the smart way, nor the best way.
I *am* glad that you like me. And that you're teaching me.