And this is where I confess that I don't have 100% of what I did to you anymore.
Which is not an excuse. But it's something that has to be taken into account, because I hadn't realized...
I mean. I knew after the weekend was over that your dream had gotten very much out of hand and that I'd seen a lot of utterly terrifying shit that I hadn't put there that I could only guess were from your memories. And it made me very glad I didn't have any of the memories that informed what I could remember of what I'd seen. Which is why I *did* apologize when I was high to you. And was in the process of psyching myself up to do it again soberly before, well, the whole rotom menace. Because I *did* feel legitimately shitty I'd given you such an excruciating nightmare. I'd wanted to scare you, sure, but *not that much*.
But if what you were dreaming were legitimate straight-up memories that I'd messed with. Well.
I *get* now why you thought it was such a terrible attack against you. Jesus *Christ*.
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And this is where I confess that I don't have 100% of what I did to you anymore.
Which is not an excuse. But it's something that has to be taken into account, because I hadn't realized...
I mean. I knew after the weekend was over that your dream had gotten very much out of hand and that I'd seen a lot of utterly terrifying shit that I hadn't put there that I could only guess were from your memories. And it made me very glad I didn't have any of the memories that informed what I could remember of what I'd seen. Which is why I *did* apologize when I was high to you. And was in the process of psyching myself up to do it again soberly before, well, the whole rotom menace. Because I *did* feel legitimately shitty I'd given you such an excruciating nightmare. I'd wanted to scare you, sure, but *not that much*.
But if what you were dreaming were legitimate straight-up memories that I'd messed with. Well.
I *get* now why you thought it was such a terrible attack against you. Jesus *Christ*.